After a long tiring day, the first thing that comes up on my mind is a book.
really there is something so comforting in reading.
Is it the fact that while reading we shut our brain down and all what we do is recive someones eles ideas?
I think when I read I think of absloutly nothing, just the book.
I cant find a good book to read lately.
but I’m trying to read this book”I speak all languages, but in Arabic”
I’m going to read it now because I’m really tired.
post 40 of 60
Some people hurt you, then they try so hard to fix it.
but every time someone hurts me, it hurts and thats it.
I no longer forgive even if they try.
I just cant, I might forget and act normal,
but then when I remember what they did it hurts again.
post 39 of 60
its been more than a month since the last time I saw my husband.
I didnt relise I could ever miss anyone so much!
I swear its been a terrible time without him.
so today, against the will of my mother I asked him to come.
He was surprised, and he told me it will take him 15 min.
I ran and got dressed, My heart beats were so fast, just like our first time together.
It was only 10 min or maybe 15, but it meant so much to me.
to see his eyes and feel the warmth of his body is uncompareable.
Every day since the first day I saw him, I love him more and more.
may Allah bless our love, and keep us tight.
post 38 of 60.
As my wedding day aprouch, I’m more and more anxious about my future life.
my relationship with my husband is great mashallah, but the thing is, its not going to be just us.
There are lots of people that will havt their makes on our daily life.
I wounder how can we live and survive our relationship to not be exposed to everyone’s hand reach.
it worries me a lot, as I hope from Allah to keep our love alive, I rely on Allah to keep us safe.
but I worry on my actions that could lead to wrong directions.
I have no solution yet.
post 37 of 60
This thing, as what it is, is in the best way it colud possibly be.
I’m as things get harder trying to believe in that just for the sake of my heart.
I cant be cheering when it’s tough, but I dont want to fall apart.
I do, completely believe that Allah تبارك وتعالى will give me the best of things.
As the things Allah choose for me are the best no matter what anyone else thinks.
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post 35 of 60
I want to go to this land Voltaire described in his novel.
were a man named Candide was too tired to travel, along with his friend they laid back on a piece of wood and slid themselves into the river.
the river took them to this city named aldardo or something like that.
it was an amazing place, diamonds were sand, and people were too kind to be people.
everything was magicl from places to feasts as far as an eye can see.
I really do want to go there, I want to take my husband and go.
and there we dont have to do anything but have fun. and enjoy every minute of our lives.
post 34 of 60
makeup to me isnt just looking pretty for other people, but its also looking pretty for myself.
away of that its an amazing way to have fun and be creative.
buying new makeup and trying it out is as exciting as buying a new car, even though I don’t exactly know what that feels.
and also, watching girls put on makeup on YouTube is soooo fun I do watch every couple days.
this picture is from a video I watched today, look how amazing it is, she has stars on her eyes!
post 33 of 60
the other day on our way to Riyadh, I felt like I wanted to read somthing, and luckily I had online access to thousand of pdf if not millions.
I started reading this book called كسارة البندق it’s actually children’s book.
but I didnt care and I liked it so much I read 244 in few hours and loved every part of it.
so finally I found out that it wasnt me losing my love for books. its just me not finding the right ones.
and so on all I’ll do is always search for that one perfect book!
I’d love to write about the books I read here so maybe I’ll.
post 32 of 60
Every Ramadn some bad things happen in our house, this time there’s my wedding. Dont get me wrong my wedding isn’t bad at all.
it’s difficulties, that bring people together, right?
well its a difficult time. sometimes I feel shy when I say I’m having a difficult time, because when you compare my difficult time with other’s, it just seem ridiculous.
but anyway to me it is. and these times are awful, because you see people you love being hurt.
but then it brings us together, and makes our hearts softer for each other. so god bless all our times.
post 31 of 60
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